Chalet and more FUN!!!!!lets PLAY!

hello people!im home!hehe.if you are wondering why i have not been updating,not coz im lazy..its because im over at my friends chalet.haha!i've been there for 3 days and 2 nights.hahaz.and here goes my one week holiday haha!

this week..hmm..busy week for me.wuahaha..went chalet and in between the time i gotta go for my friend's Bbq over at nelson's place.and man..whooooohhhooooo...nelson's house is...phuaaa..nice!and the condo is....beautiful!big surroundings....big swimming pool!!okie..and then the BBq..not bad..haha..thou i did not spend much time there.had fun still.together with deary..intro deary to my friends.hahaz.and..we eat lahz.and after eating..was about to leave..wow!stomach pain like crazie..and so i visited the toilet and..wow..i think i ate wrongly?having such bad time in the toilet..and twice i visited the toilet for the same business..one in the condo one at MRT STATION!-shake head-

back to the chalet..hmm did loadsa things..had wrestling with amanda.haha!and played bingo and played pool and played truth and dare...and..i forgot..had loadsa fun there.laugh alot.oh..and went cycling and i fall TWICE.haha!landed on my right hand first on the ground to protect myself.second,i fall on my butt.haha!and gave myself some black tattoo and one beautiful and painful mark haha!

ate alot and poor edwyn got unwell.having sorethroat and his voice...wow..sexy?haha..changed like ah pek voice.haha!please take good care of yourself edwyn..get well soon..

and i noticed something about myself..ive been dwelling on my this hair again..aRGhh..why cant it just grow FASTER!!!!!!whYYY!!!

well..i'll let the pictures do the talking...thou i wanted so much to write more here..but the picutres.....DOTz..take too much space...


isnt this beautiful?its the view from the Bbq pit.hahaz..i love this sunset..


entertained ourselves..i played bingo with hamster aka yong xiang.




and chinhwee amanda gilbert and youhao played -cards de mahjong-




and we entertained ourselves by playing wrestling..and as for me..girl fight with amanda.hahaha!sat down cos i laugh too much..stomach pain liao haha!


i guess amanda felt stressed playing cards mahjong.haha!

had macdonald's for dinner..






yeah!!its yongxiang!yeah its Jessie......DOTZ.


TWIST!!


erm...


this is Vic aka Long ge.and i named myself as Fang mei.haha!


its edwyn together with gary!


look at edwyn special talent..he can make his lips thick!hahahz.tgt with gary again..


amanda youhao and i...


chinhwee show off his talent!ahhaa!nice one..hahaz


and again..ahaz


edwyn and yongxiang


and again..


the lovebirds.chinhwee and mei mei


yongxiang and edwyn..


yongxiang and chinhwee..


act ah beng...they may loook like..but they are not.haha!


meimei would like to advertise this...

and played pool.........


meimei and myself..dotz..


wanna fight?hehe...hahahah!this is when i really hate my this hair!ARghh..TERRIBLE


edwyn and myself take no 1


take no 2


take no 3


take no 4!!!


and gary amanda youhao yongxiang chinhwee meimei and etc went to wait for the sunrise.haha!while ada huiping and i stayed in the chalet and had our little gal talk.haha!


the sea..i love seeing this..hahaz


nice isnt it...


yongxiang and youhao..


edwyn himself.hee..

and after our dinner..we headed to this Tamiya competition..just to look around..and saw this real cute hello kitty racing car...


speeding away~


this picture is hard to get okie...the cars are speeding real fast...hahahz


black speeding car!!raCEE!!!go!!hahahaz..its intersting just by looking at them racing hahaz..

lastly..my beautiful mark i got on my tui..

and i really miss this hair so so so much!!

and now...its sleeping time..im dead tired...

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CHOCOLATE FACTORY

just woke up an hour ago.and excited to go and watch chocolate factory!heeeheee..actually got the dvd at home.but yesterday my computer cant watch it.so my friend went to book the ticks.and today,my brother..anyhow click on his computer.and wow..can watch..but..i told him YESTERDAY that im watching today..and his computer is just beside my computer.so..whatever he see i see whatever he hear i hear.WHATEVER.ask him dont watch first..he insisted.so nvm..screaming at each other for about fifteen minutes.i decided to go offline and sleep.so i wont be able to hear anything till the movie started for me to WATCH.stupid kor i have.HUMPH.

ARghh...stupid kor.........................................................hearing:i want my golden ticket!!from the show he is watching!!!!!

im gonna force myself to bed now.aRgh..add on later..wanna blog longer also hard!stupid kor!!!!hearing:she didnt find the ticket herself!!!!!! aRGHHHHH

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By: Richard Marx
Title: At The Beginning

we were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, i'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me i was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When i lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Knew there was somebody, somewhere
A new love in the dark
Now i know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Yeah
Life is a road that i wanna keep going on
Love is a river, i wanna keep going

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that i wanna keep going
Love is a river, i wanna keep flowing
In the end i wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Appreciation night~

got home half an hour ago.hmm.went to school for ndp motivator's appreciation night.sadly my buddy did not turn up.wadda hell?nelson..aRghh..leave me alone gu ling ling one.haha!nvmz..hahaz anyway,im in love with chocolates..yum yum..but thats fattening...aRghh..okie..at the appreciation night just now..we played game..and i partner with kevin..coz i got the digit 8 on my ic and he got the digit 3 on his ic.so we partner lohz.den we run and run like mad.guess we can win de..but i run too slow?haha..im not a runner lahz.someone run till fall down..my heart was like OUCH for this person.hahah..pain anot?hahaz.

and theres this time of sharing,i guess its a testimony.hmm..one testimony is about never say die.the other one...i forgot..if im not wrong..something like..be strong?i dunno.i forgot.hahaz.and watch video for the time of audition till the end of National Day...wow..felt so touched.hahaz.im sure im gonna miss many people..my media brief friends..i will miss you all like crazie..especially my partner for media brief,the no 1 Juraimi..he is a great dancer...the power he have in his dance...wow..i got influence..thanks to the cherographer for putting me with juraimi.haha!if not my dance steps will be hard like stone.haha!anyways.i just feel glad to meet the people there.different people with interesting yet different and difficult character..wow..really..da kai yan jian.hahaz.i still love the new friends that i meet over there.

oh..tell you guys something..i was tempted to go and club.omg.-knocked my head on the wall-and thank God i cant get in.wuaaahahahhaa!i was abit worried when im in the cab together with my friends.actually i already know i cant get in.but just..wanna go..temptation i have.aRGhh.damn it.actually i thank God that i cant get in.coz when im outside to queue,i look around the people there..my heart was like omg..jessie you really sure you are gonnaa lead this life?i saw lians and bengs there lahz.and the moment i step into there,i felt that place is so not for me.and that is not the life i want.it aint good totally.and i was there mainly coz im tempted to play again...omg..shivers......till now im still tempted to go..but thank God my birthday is at nov.haha!can i be forever under 18?so i can forever cant get in.and so i wun be as tempted as i am now.well..as i cant get in while the rest can..i walked home..hehe..i stay very near..and so i went to buy mac and ate at home..the moment i sat down at home..sigh of relieve.hahaz.told myself..hai shi zai jia bi jiao hao.hahaha!well..i think..brain cell connected wrongly today.pardon me for being tempted..i'll make an effort to stop being tempted again.i try..i will not be tempted..

and.i just notice that i have a friend whose birthday falls on the same day as i am.haha!

oh..the touch community people sang a song by Michael W Smith.entitled I Will Be Your Friend.and to deary..that is what i want you to know:

So many memories and so many miles
The road that stretches behind us
We've had some laughter and our share of tears
But all these moments unite us

I'll be your friend for a lifetime
Against the wind and the rain of every season
Won't walk away in the hard times
I will be your friend
I'm saying i will be your friend

Sure as the river runs to the sea
High as the mountain that reaches
You were there by my side till the end
(and) helped me on my feet again

So in the valley walk on
Don't have to face it alone
Cause in the hard times
We keep growing strong
As we learn, as we live
That we live when we give

deary.dont ask if i hate you,dont ask if i love you.dont say that u dont deserve to be treated good.dont say you aint worth it.you are the best.i love you for who you are.i love you too much and i hope to help you in whatever help i can give.thou words are harsh.i meant good.i will never hate you.you deserve all these coz you are someone important in my life..someone who plays an important part in my life.im your fren now..and i will be forever.dont ever say u are not the right bestie again.coz i hate it when u know how impt you are to me and u tel me..u are not the right bestie.i choose who i wanna be with.and who i wanna my bestie.and i chose u.love ya many many..and..stop crying while reading.

thats the song being played during the appreciation night.and i felt that its what i've been wanting to tel you.friends forever!

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i'll leave you alone

leaving you alone for you to live a life of solitude.you want it,you can have it then.what's more to say when i simply told you what i felt and what i think over ya attitude problem. till now you might think you're still right for showing ya attitude out of sudden, you can continue going to think that way. you said everything starts within you,what can i say?everything starts within me also?you are the one who started to show it not me.and the cool down period, why would i need a cool down period when im telling you what im thinking?i wasnt even angry.i guess that cool down period you wanted was to dwell more isnt it?you know you got that problem and you just dont want to do something.yes it takes time..i know it takes time..but you seems to getting nowhere.coz..this is not the first time..and u know it.

in a friendship.give and take.i know you give and you take.but do you know you give what?your ap.and i take your ap and i never even show you any attitude before.never.she and i owe you nothing or did nothing wrong for you to show it right at orchard to us.yes..theres time when you are a very nice girl.i know you are imperfect,so am i.but when you know a long time ago about something thats not good,why dont you change and not carry on doing it.i don't know how many times i told you about ya ap.it seems to me like you listen one ear in and one ear out.do you know how sad i am when you show that ap and how angry i am.coz i did nothing wrong so is YT.have you ever thought of how we will feel?have you ever been sensitive to how others feel?i know you may feel sad coz of something,but showing ap cant help at all.you can talk about it.

you can continue to be stubborn and ignorant.i will not be a friend who will let you follow your wrong way and agreeing to whatever incorrect things.if you want a friend who will let you show and let you continue to be a saddist.i cant be the one.

how can someone ever understand you when all you did was show attitude to say you aint happy?the someone i know who can understand you is God.im not God.so i dont understand.do you really wanna change so much?do you?if you do,why you still continue showing it?you know it all noone likes your attitude..you know it all..can u say i did not give anytime to you?how many time of that happen?u say?if you dont take this friendship for granted,why times again you show and you act you dont care and not even want to apologise or even explain,do you expect me to know everything when you say nothing?you are not perfect..and i never want you to be perfect coz you and i can never be..the only perfect person is God.all i wanted to was you to change for the better.and not letting you to be a saddist forever.why you know this aint good and you continue?arent you just letting yourself drown into the negative well?you can change if your heart and mind want to.if you think you are fake..so you are fake.im sorry for being harsh..i cant be a friend that use good words to make u feel better when you are not on the right path and when you choose times again to be likdat.do you think being alone solve your problem..as for you..you will just dwell in it.

if i want to end the friendship,would i even take my time to talk to you.tell you all this?

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DoTzZz~

just got home from aunts place.im having headache now.felt so irritated when i got home.felt like calling HIM and scream at him.WHAT u mean by you FORGOT?just one stupid reason FORGOT.aRGhh..before i leave i told you and all you said is okie.and when im back.you did not even do ANYTHING.so whats YA OKIE for?you answered okie and you have to be RESPONSIBLE for that OKIE.you agreeD for goodness SAke!you scolded me like mad insulted me like mad demoralised me like mad the other time just coz everything is messy.so now what should i do when you said OKIE to packing it and you just PLAYED YA ONLINE GAME and did nothing and just one reason that you FORGOT?so should i feel insulted for you now?should i demoralise you scold you like mad now?should i?and thank God for my patience and GRACE!i did not do that when i called you.so i guess you should that God that i did not SCREAM at you thou my heart feel like discriminating you with thousands of filthy words.just like what you did!and i said ive forgiven you and i guess you COMPLETELY forget about that incident ya.people learn..as for you.you just FORGET.waddda hell?

aRGH.super upset.having headache at this point of time just add more anger into me.aRGhh.why?why must you be likedat?why?anyways.ive no idea why im so pissed right now.so not in the mood.aRGh..i hate it when whatever that is spoken through me,people take it for granted.and again..i mean what i say.and i hope you mean what you say.okie means okie.agree means agree.no such thing as you forgot coz you are in the room all the time.maybe you are just blind?cant see ya clothes aROUND my BED?you can only see whats happening in the world of the online game you are playing.you are simply ignorant to whats around you.

anyways.while on my way back.i thought of dad.hmm.i wonder how is he now.well.i just miss him.wonder his cough hao le mei.wonder he smoke lesser le mei.all the wonders.thought of grandma too.i miss her too.if she could just stay with me.it will be so good.

im bored with my blogskin.and i was looking for blogskins at blogskins.com and i just couldnt find any.arGH..all the blogskin i went through are so not what im looking for.and i saw one,and sadly i anyhow click and its gone.and thats just so wonderful horz..hahaha!-roll eyes-

having appreciation night tomorrow in school..having BBQ soon and also chalet......im so looking forward for the BBQ.hahaha!

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started everything perfectly and ended with weird people in the bus~

i dragged myself to school today.im so tired i just wan to zzz more.hahaz.and i know my CA for Effective Writing is at 10am and i went to sms nelson what time it starts coz i hope it can start at 11am instead of 10am.hahaz.my wooffyy alarm dad gave make so much noise..woffyy keep singing dunno what song that spoiled the song im listening to.i was listening to CHC's live worship songs.and woffyy totally spoilt it hahaz.

was hesitating if i should take the train to school or the bus.as for the bus i can sleep as for the train i cant sleep.and so..i decided to take the bus!hahaz.and i got up the bus.i went into my lala land straight away haha!and just 2 stops before i reach school.i took out my Effective Writing textbook and start to recap a little bit..just in case i sleep too good that i forget all the format.hahaz.

reach LT4 and got to my sit and started to write..today's CA is about reply to letter of enquiry..it aint difficult.i still can handle.haha..but sadly..im so forgetful that i forgot to enclose my letter.sighz.marks deducted......................

Thinking skill lesson is a real boring lesson i could say.all i did was talk and talk and talk.and did one assignment.thats all.and lesson ended.

head for Business Software Application lesson.its Goh's lesson..he showed the class the result for our Test we did few weeks back.i got 90/100 sighz.thats bad i tell you!!some people got 100/100 please.and i only get 90marks!it just saddens me.and 40% goes to my final term.and i got so little.sighz!.and i started doing my project on BSA.i choose to do Tourism.im suppose to sell a product..so..i decided to sell tickets to many countries.and my company is HARVEST TOURS.nice?i named it.and all the description i got it all from the SA TOURS.haha!their mission statement and so on.hehe..my project its gonna link alot from them.haha!and its individual work..-faint-

lesson ended and i headed home together with nelson.decided to take bus coz i wanna sleep in the bus.one hr trip lehz.cannot waste it.must sleep.and happily got up the bus..and went to sit down....

suddenly got this man..talk so loud and dunno what is he talking about to one poor little kid and that little kid seems sHOCKED?and the kid left the bus..and nelson went off after that..and..something happen!!!that man suddenly cry and cry like very JL-jia lat- likdat can.and his cry is like laughing..i dont know what he is doing.he just scares me off.and he tell one man beside him that his dunno who jump down and died noone kelian..dun wanna live..all that and cry and cry and its like..cry now and 1sec later...not crying and he is back to normal.likedat worz..scary lehz..and it continiued..and so i dun care and wanna go and sleep..

.and here and two ah nehz.and sat infront of me..and gosh!!i wanna faint,i wanna puke,i wanna change seat.they smell like as if they never bathe and they totally stink!and ive got no choice..so half of the time im using my uniform to cover my face..half of my face..and i find my uniform smells nicer...it still carrys my washing powder smell.haha!!!and i really cant take it..coz i really wanna sleep..so i decided to change seat..and so ive changed..sat down and prepare to zzz...

butttt!!!!!!theres this lady two seat infront..she is kinda chanting or she is talking or something is wrong with her lahz..she is repeating and chanting dunno what which sounded like kallang mrt calamari kallang market and ended with tiong.hahaha!so what is she chanting about?and she left the bus..same bus stop as i am and she continue chanting..and it get louder and louder.omg.and the bus driver ask her about temple and she dunno sae who die and retribution and wad this month wad month and she tel her driver..u very good..wish you -zhang ming bai sui-and repeated it..and say byeeee very loud...and the sot sot man...he alight same bus stop also sia...arGHh...are they wierd?well.guess i'll get used to it..i always meet weird people...

and now..i wanna stay at home and rest..this crazie girl...joanna LSW!ask me to go and join her and SY and dunno who for dinner.and its at suntec area..so far..lazy you know.tired you know.and coz of being ya back up..ive gotta go..if not someBODY say will NOt Friend me.stupid girl.hahahaz.and force me to go..kan zai ni shi wo de hao peng you..GIB eUU faCE nia!hahahz.

and now i gtg and cant carry on blogging which i'll love to if im able to continue..tt LSW ah..pester me.hahaha!sorry..not LSW.is JL!and im JT!in full JTZJF and hers is JLSW!hahaha!and jo..stop learning short form..if not u say i teach you bad..like the PJ thing!hahaha!

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hmm.its 1210am now and i cant get to my lala land.earlier on i said that i will keep myself awake but sadly i cant.i went to sleep for 2hrs hahaz.and im bored now so i decided to come here and blog again.

school was alright today.arrived school earlier than my teacher.hahaz.and had two hours of Effective Writing lesson and off i go for my three hours break.together with michelle,nelson and huishan.had Macdonald's big breakfast.and went to walk around tampines.and met up with sandy.and took neoprints!!yeah.i'll upload it some other time.im lazy now haha!i bought cheesy hot dog at GV tampines today!!omgosh!i love it!i love it!i love it!!yum yum!!!!

back to school.its Mr Tay's lesson.Office Procedures.taught us filing,according to indexing.indexing means alphabetical order.surname cum first name cum second name.and Mr tay used nelson's and my name and other classmates names as example..and im named at Lady Tay Jessie.haha.and im gonna marry my prince and i shall call myself princess!aahhaa..and as for nelson,he is named as Rev Ong Shi Qin..haha!hi REV NELSON.hahahha!im just jk.dont take it to heart yah hahaz.

was watching chun chun aka chun re from channel u.wonder why i named it as chun chun.hehe.coz i only remembers the chun word of that show.so i keep chun chun the whole time to nelson and michelle they all.its chun chun...haha!ya.den i watched till i very PC with this youli this girl lahz.so cruel.bully this girl i forgot her name.arGh..feel like slapping her.haha!and the girl step mama.omgosh.so bad to her.slap her like crazie.my heartpain lohz.that is y i always fear of stepmamas.which i already have.aRGh.i like watching this chun re.but..i cant wait till the following day for the next episode.haha.so im trying and hoping someone buys the Vcd.anyone wanna bless me?haha!

i cant slp i cant slp i cant slp.isomia again.someone help.i miss my gong gong again.............cant forget the looks on his face.i was thinking about him even when im eating my breakfast.am i mad?ok..i just miss him lars..

im listening to CHC live worship songs.entitled: i give..Lord i give my life..a living sacrifice i place at your feet.....will i reap a harvest?will a reap whatever ive sowed?someone gave up on me.and it crossed my mind that He will not.

its August..isnt it fast?hahaz.and i cant wait for FEb to come..thats when my beloved daddy comes back!!!i miss him like crazieee....

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QUIZ~

i did some quiz.well.i think its somewhat true.but i still does not believe in it.this is what i do when im hell bored at home.hahaz.im having EFW CA1 tomorrow.God..help me~~aMEN!

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 65%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

The Real You

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Emotion Test
Your emotional controlled rate: 37%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.

Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

The Animal Test
A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who have a split personality; cold as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.

In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being straightforward, and having your partner speak directly.

The impression you'd like to give to your lover is stylish.
One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being emotional. If they're moody, you won't know how to please them.

The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is one where you can talk about everything and anything. No secrets are kept.

Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.

About marriage, you are afraid of marriage. You think it would take away your freedom.
About love, at this moment, you are quite self-centered. You think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.

The Most Miserable
You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing.

You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie.

YOUR LOVE
Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?

One Word to Oneself
Your own personality is cute.
Your partner's personality is gentle.
Your enemy's personality is dirty.
What you think about sex is bitter.
What you think about your own life is beautiful.

Psychological Test
You are easy to understand.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: on the top.
You are stubborn, the size of this personality as seen by others is small.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are not an opportunist.
Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.

Love Test
When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

can you see how boring i am?i did so many quiz.haha.it kills time.haha!but still.im bored..

oh yes..i dislike people asking me questions again and again.and stop being a Mr QUESTION MARK.or WEN TI XIAN SHEN.i cant take it.it just piss me off lahz.thou i did not show it off to this particular person.it taught me to be a patient and merciful person...

im tired...i wanna sleep.but im afraid im not able to wake up tmr if i sleep now.hahaz.so i'll just hang on till nightfalls.

the weather is so bad now..im at home and im feeling so so so so so so WARM.and its soooooo sunny outside....aRGHh..im burningggg...

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SATURDAY!

went down town with deary today to check out on my hp bill.and went over to eat at Swensen.we are abit cheapo nana laz.we shared one fish and chips due to our lack of cash and shared a dunno what five ice cream.come in five flavours lahz.wanted mango flavour.but sadly..dont have.and deary's what sticky what chewy what chocolate haha!

after that..head down to chinatown for dinner with my cousins,aunties,uncle and my beloved grandma.my brother told me that the dinner starts at 7pm at the mouth restaurant.and so i reached before 7pm.and i called wilson,he said..oh i called the restaurant for reservation,but its at 7.30pm..i was like DOTZ.and so i went and walk around chinatown point..and man i tell you..that place is so boring..to me lahz.the only shop that caught my attention was this pinky shop.its the hello kitty shop..wuahahah..remember those times when i was mad over all this.hahaz.and walked till im soooooo sick and tired of the place.hahaz.

and so i waited outside the restaurant..and its like half an hour passed..and there i see wilson.make me wait so long.hahaz.

okie..took pictures at the restaurant..hehe..


this is my handsome brother hahaz..together with grandma and myself.


its my turn with the love of my life.i love her like crazie..


we were entertaining ourselves before the dinner starts..haahaz

thats all.hehe..oh ya..saw one guy at the restaurant..haha.he look like someone from Kone.his eyes...soooooOOooo smaLlllll...hahhaa!mi mi yannnn...

hmm.saw grandma laughed today.im happy for her.at least her grandchildrens are here.thou not all.but all are the older ones that turned up haha!

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FRIDAY~

well.just got home.im feeling so......how should i put it?sometimes im worrying about it and it just make me feel so troubled and sometimes i just forget thinking about it and carry on with what im doing.so how does this feel?hmm.i do not know.

i don't know what to do that i just stop attending a place where i always love to go.i just want to settle it all by myself and all i need is time.

received a sms from-....-all i want to tell you is.i love you to bitss..thanks for everything..

had lunch at far east.oh gosh.whats wrong with the stall or should i say the chicken?its terrible.its expensive and it does not taste as nice as the chicken rice i always eat-i dont know whats the shop name that i prefer,but all i know is the shop is located just right outside the toilet.-haha!and the not so nice chicken rice shop is located at the fourth level of far east.its near the erm..chicken cutlet rice stall.haha!just right beside.red -chao pai-.

had dinner over cine LJS.ate super full.thanks to youhao for the treat.hmm.saw SLY while talking to joanna outside LJS.well.i did not scream and get excited over him but some girls i saw does..even chased him to take picture-shake head-if its edison chen,hmm maybe i might be the first to scream!haha!edison chen is just so cool aint he.-faints-

after that went taka.and sat down at the dunno where and talk and play BINGO.its fun.haha!and after that.the guys just jump onto the wall of ngee ann..-shake head-so funny.climb like crazy.its fun thou.hahaz..

took bus home.got up the bus,someone called out my name.JESSIE~~~and i turned and its SITI!my gosh.this pretty lady has grown prettier!!and we talked and laughed in the bus.and then..something make me so so so upset..some stupid uncivilised guys called out my name.and its like keep calling and calling and i ignored them and i told siti.what stupid people they are-diaoz-and they even OIE at me.i was like-wAAD.NO MANNERs.-and den keep on loh.and continue their nonsense.and turn back and stared at them.and they continue and i turn again and one asked:where you going?and i ignore him.and he tried to scare me about this month-the ghost month-i was like..please lohz.its no use one.and still i ignored them.and then they got down the bus and turn back to ask:hey you dont remember me?i ask in an angry manner,who are u?he said:im ur friend.i was like DOTZ.please,i dont have friends like you people.and i think all my friends are well taught and civilised and mature people..not like this few.and thanks to siti for helpin me to somehow-shun- them!haahhahaah!

hmm its gonna be saturday.and i can get to see grandma again.having dinner with her at a restaurant at chinatown.hehe..love her like crazy...cant wait for the dinner to begin.hahaz.

oh yes.i can finally play with THE SIMS.hahaha..yeah!!thanks to my brother.hehee..

to jan-xigua-:please take good care of yourself.go for check up.get well soon okie...dont wish to see you unwell....i like the happy and healthy da sao!!love ya!

im still in love with the dance no 40 song.ahaa!Lets reach out for the skies!!!it was played at cine hahaa!!!

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slept at 4am yesterday but woke up at 10++am this morning.i was like.DOTZ.why cant i just sleep longer.sighz.when theres no school can sleep longer i cant sleep.when theres school and ive gotta wake up early,i cant wake up.whats the matter?hahaz

okie.since im free today,i pack and clean the entire house.hmm.at least my house look like a house.haha!and do laundry all that lahz.its a peaceful day today.the house is filled with songs playing from my computer.haha!

hmm.i did nothing much today..just slack at home.haha!

well these are some of the pictures taken at NDP


its ada and me together with our dance no 40 de cheorographer.








its alvin and mee


they are a group of nice people!!love u all.


this was taken at the celebration..

theres more to come..

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